Ok.... some of you know that i have been sick on and off.... well.. it is MOSTLY ON LATELY.... my M.S. and arthritis is been very excruciating painfull and alot of time i cant get up or when i do, i just sit because with the M.S., alot of the time i cant focus and cant move certain parts of my body. It migrates and hurts alot. With the arthritis, i have jeuvenile rheumatoid arthritis with the onset at 9 months of age. I have been on just about every type of treatment, including daily injections and heat therapy. It is getting to a very active stage again and i do have it throughout my entire body, including my spine and neck. so, as you can imagine with just one of these diseases it could be slowing a person down for a while, but add in psoriatic arthritis, seizures, and hirschsprungs disease, i am not in very good shape alot and it is a waste for me to keep a car that so many people have been trying to get and cant. I have totally enjoyed my car, that is why i have so many SMILES on her.... but, it is time i let someone else have a great time with her. I have wanted to go on and participate in many of the events everyone has, but it seems i have had to back out more that i have wanted to. That makes me feel very bad ... it makes me feel i have let people down. I am not trying to have a pity party here.... just trying to explain myself. The insomnia i have had lately is because of side effects of the regimen medications i take for some of these diseases. There are times i dont sleep for days, and then there are time i sleep for days. Very sporatic. When i am able to participate,,, i do... and enjoy every minute of it... When i cant, i feel very bad for just sitting. I do think Prayers would be great and i would appreciate them...... Thanks for listening to me go on, and on..... i wont leave the forum because i have met and made alot of LIFELONG friends... i hope you feel the same way....... my other email i will be using is......
[email protected] ..... i will be keeping my
[email protected] because that is the primary name...... Thanks again. Teri
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